Theres those people in life where you want to back hand slap the crap out of them no matter what they say because they’re so dam annoying and full of themselves. Yeah, you’re one of them..

jessica-aileen:

Guess who had a talk with Stephaneeeeezy today?!

I DID I DID I DID. I knew she secretly loved me. Knew it from the start. ^__^

o_O this doesn’t mean were friends…

The world would be a better place if we all went on an Outward Bound trip, and had a 6pm snack of oreos and milk.

I know i was in only one scene, but i miss going to rehearsals with the anticipation of the show being soon. I miss the tracks that would be played while the boys are preparing to go on stage. I miss hearing the music. I miss hanging out with TS at practices. I miss walking to Rotten Robbies with Cristina. I miss laughing with everyone. I miss the hot days where we practiced the mambo. Even if it was stressful af, i miss the beginning.

Me: Hailee, don’t you just have that one favorite pair of jeans that you never wanna take off?

Hailee: No i hate all my pants. I rather be naked

James V: STEPH, doin the talent show?

Me: Hahahahahahahahaha good one. i thought you were serious for a second

James V: cmon!!

Me: I mean.. i know im a hella good rapper and all. But i’m too good to show the school my talents.. sorry James

• Today was actually okay
• Being happy is really what you make it, if that makes sense. I mean you can choose to have a shitty day, or wake up in the morning and put yourself in a good mood. I guess today was like that. I smiled at people and told them to have a good day. *shrugs
• I got an A- on my final essay in APUSH for the first time. I was too happy
• I almost shit bricks because i was so scared i got a C in physio, but it was an 81 percent. Thank Jesuz
• Lorenzo told me i’m a really hilarious person, and no ones ever described it like him, so therefore it made me really happy. He said i seem really quiet, but the things i say are actually funny. Idk what else he said, but that’s all i remember
• I had a nice 40 minute run with Jizel about Disneyland
• I might as well turn off my phone nowadays. I have no one to talk to

and i don’t know what’s worse.

knowing that there’s a high chance i’m most likely going to latin america, or knowing that others are going to Africa when they didn’t even want to go there in the first place. this is fucking bullshit. And i feel like such an ungrateful kid for being upset over this. But i don’t think anyone understands how badly i wanted to go to Africa this summer. No on understands. Each day is just disappointment after disappointment for me. I fuckin quit

bitches these days..