January 2012
hunger games
No one will prolly understand this unless they’ve read the book. Or unless they were with me,Kelsi, Hailee, and Celestino last night. But Celestino and Kelsi ALWAYS fight right? So yesterday, the hunger games was brought up. And they both IMMEDIATELY high fived each other and began to talk about the book and their favorite parts. And seriously, that’s amazing because they could barely...
I hope everyone’s having a funner new years than me! No seriously. I mean that. It seems like it’s just gonna be me, tumblr, my APUSH book, and my mother at home this year.
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tinoooooo asked: Gallop apace, you fiery-footed steeds,Toward Phoebus' lodging. Such a wagoner As Phaeton would whip you to the west And bring in cloudy night immediately. Spread thy close curtain, love-performing night,That runaways' eyes may wink, and Stephanie Leap to these arms, untalked of and unseen.Lovers can see to do their amorous rites By their own beauties, or, if love be blind,It best agrees...
I’m about to be one of those people who reflect on the year, so you may pass if you’d like.
2011 was a great year for me, and as i look back. I have grown a lot as a person, mentally,physically and emotionally. And i guess it all started with getting accepted into Summer Search. I guess this program has seriously made me become who i am today, and it amazes me on how much i have grown...
December 2011
yesterday i stayed up until 4 am watching Dear John while i was drinking raspberry tea because i couldn’t sleep. And i began to sob uncontrollably when John reads Savannahs last letter, and he’s at the hospital holding his fathers hand =,( What is life?!?!
It’s amazing how sleep makes you forget about what you’re feeling.
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I’ve always wanted a waterpack. But idk when i’d use it because i never hike and shit, and i was always jealous of Hayden when he had one in Oregon.
I had a deep conversation with my mom today about life.
I did some APUSH. And APENG. A lot actually.
I think the idea of men paying for women on the first date was derived from the Gilded Age, “Women who rarely could afford more...
so much love
Albert: alright ima go watch a movie. Goodbye bitch
Me: Goodbye bitch hope you drown
Albert: Fuck you bitch
Me: Love you too!
Albert:.. bitch
Ever smoke,drank, done drugs this past week? no. Pregnant? no. Have you ever had to inject yourself before? No. Do you take all your medication everyday? yes. Does anyone smoke at your house? No. Is anyone else sick? No. Have you been feeling like this a lot recently? no.
i mean. I’ve had to deal with these questions every single damn time i go into the emergency room or doctors in general....
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I am exhausted and it’s barely 8
Went ice skating today. Hailee was kind and paid for me. Thanks Haileeee. Kelsi pulled a James Bond and almost broke her tailbone. Had a good time with my companion. Mini Thurkey. Didn’t fall until Celestino jinxed it. Seriously not cool. Hanging onto Cristina and almost falling because people were pushing us. Skated for a good two hours. Went to...
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Listen
Bittersweet
Today Ericas mom asked me where i was going in the summer. And i replied with a “hopefully to Senegal Africa for 6 weeks”, and Hailee and Ericas faces were just like -_______-, and they were like you should just go for one week. I might be gone for the whole summer depending what program i get. That shit cray
it’s scary thinking about the future. As much as i was secure i wanted to leave the city, and go to southern California. I can’t picture leaving my friends behind. My best friends. And lastly my mom. I can’t abandon her like that, ever. I can’t picture myself saying goodbye to everyone. I can’t picture myself creating friendships wherever i go that will allow people...
I question Celestino sometimes.
Me: Yeah i was supposed to start homework an hour ago but i got distracted.
Celestino: By my sexy ass pictures huh.
Me: Yes Celestino that is EXACTLY why
Celestino: You know why?
Me: Why
Celestino: Cuz im sexy and i kno0w it
...
7.) 5 people who you got really close to
okay honestly, this is the only one i wanted to do LOL so i skipped a lot, who gives afffff
My Summer Search Mentor Jenny. She’s amazing
Albert Tran and his 400% in APUSH
Jerome Caparas (i mean dude cmon we have a handshake now)
Sydney =)
Emanny!!!!!!!!!
It’s amazing how much i hate being vulnerable. Amazing how i create this barrier that i don’t like to let anyone see or hear about. I just like to keep things to myself. But when i do, i immediately tell myself to stop, and never talk about it again. I hate being vulnerable. So much. And i probably will never learn or understand how to not hate it.
hahahahahahahahaha
i find it hilarious how you tend to hit on younger girls. You should try spitting game at people your own age you giant ass flirt.
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I rather stay up late then fall asleep in exhaustion, than sleep early and never fall asleep because of endless thoughts.
I want to see the smile on my child's face when I...
10 things you did this year.
Had the best day of my life and won first place out of all the women choirs in Northern California at Womens Golden State with the most amazing women in 2nd period Womens Chamber <3
I got into Summer Search and cracked like a weenie hut Jr in my interview.
I went to Oregon for a 3 week River Rafting and Mountaineering course during the summer.
I let go of the past and accepted it for what...
Tomorrow will be a productive day. I promise this to myself. I’ll wake up, go run for however long i feel like it. Do some core. Move in all my stuff to my desk. rearrange my collage. vacumn and clean my room. Read do it anyway. Start APUSH and APENG!!!!!!!!!!! Look at scholarship stuff. Look at more trips for Dragons. Figure out what homeless shelters are open for summer search ambassadors....
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nostalgia.
I receive letters. I read them, i smile, i re read them over and over again until i get tired of them, and i hide them. I put them in a box, i hide them between pages of my thick dusty books in my cabinet, and come across them again. Sometimes, i find them sooner and i still smile as big as when i first received them. Some are just random notes about stupid people, or notes that me and my friends...
Christmas turned out better than i expected it to be. I woke up at 7:50 again because my body cannot wake up any later than that apparently. I stayed in bed, went on my phone, went on the computer, and read a bit of Do It Anyways. Stayed in bed until 12, and then me and my brother built my desk, then ate some Hawaiian bbq. Then i showered and put on the sweater my mother got me, and went to my...
The amount of APUSH hw i have and just homework in...
Chillen in fuzzy socks, penguin pjs, and sippen some tea. Past 1:30 in the morning, and besides the fact that i feel sick. I feel as if life is good, and how it’s getting better. Slowly, but surely.
OKAY OKAY
this is aboutta sound supeer nerdy. BUT YOU GUYS. I GOT A FUCKIN DESK FOR CHRISTMAS.I KNOW. To many people a desk is probably lame and does not compare to peoples high tech ipads and shit. BUT
i don’t think anyone understands HOW EXCITED I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been asking for a desk since high school started, and i’d always come home and do my...
Nothings better than spending the morning with my best friend.
so earlier sucked, and i was feeling like shit. And i was in a horrible mood. But i don’t even know what happened. But my mood shifted a lot during the performance. And me and Audrey had a lovely conversation about life, and shit. And me and Cristina laughed at all the things Kelsi has done, and her split fail during West Side...
Im sick as hell. This is aboutta be the best Christmas of my life <3
I wish i was at the most happiest place on earth right now.
god dammit. I despise how much friken acne i’ve gotten on my face ever since this year. -____- ughh wtf.
There is perhaps, nothing more paralyzing than a good intention suddenly proven naive.
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yesssssssss
finally home alone. I don’t think anyone understands how much i love being home alone sometimes. My moms so annoying lately. like i say again, no ones here to tell me to put pants on, turn off the heater (because i put it on hella high), or turn down my music. It’s just me,myself, and these heavely ghirardelli squares.
Me: I’m excited for tomorrow!
Hailee: No you’re not.. you’re only excited for that friken Milkshake.
Me: WHAT?!
Hailee: STEPHANIE. You specifically announced at the Oakland Symphony about the milkshake. You went around asking people if they were getting one, and then continued to do pound its and say team milkshake. And last night you made a tumblr post about how the only...
I get home today, and i lay down on my bed for a good 30 minutes. And i don’t feel numb, or what i have been feeling lately. I don’t feel hopeless, or miserable. But I feel torn between what feels right and what’s actually wrong.
so today i went to the bathroom during APUSH. And i found myself reading the stupid shit on the bathroom stall. And there was this really good one that made me laugh
“my heurt herts” HAAAA. YES. EXACTLY LIKE THAT.
and then above it, someone was like “i kno right.. “. I find it EXTREMELY stupid, how much of a brain people lack at Mt.Eden sometimes.
Me: Damn Rawdon, i heard you got them digits last night
Rawdon: What’s that?
I have two things to say
Scars make extremely cool stories
and lastly. The only thing that’s getting me through tomorrow is knowing that im gonna have a big GIANT FAT. HUGE. JIBUNGO OREO MILKSHAKE AT DIGGERS WITH MY COOLEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD <3
im out