and i don’t know what’s worse.

knowing that there’s a high chance i’m most likely going to latin america, or knowing that others are going to Africa when they didn’t even want to go there in the first place. this is fucking bullshit. And i feel like such an ungrateful kid for being upset over this. But i don’t think anyone understands how badly i wanted to go to Africa this summer. No on understands. Each day is just disappointment after disappointment for me. I fuckin quit